Lyrics

Social anxiety
Is bringing me down
When I was on top of things
You held me to the ground
But I'm tired and im nervous
And I’m running out of time
Holy frick you ruined my whole life

I built up the smallest thing
And spilled it everywhere
I tried to express myself
But you hate it when I swear
Now I’m trapped inside an ego
Of a body filled with doubt
Holy frick I’m never getting out

I talked to my oldest friend
Searching for support
You’re bad conversation man
I read in the report
But I’m planning conversations
So I don’t run out of things to say
What the hell there must be another way

The pain is often real and I’m incapable of rest
Hold the phone i never caught my breath

Lazy and unmotivated living off of debt
Oh my god I never tried my best

I’m writing an apology
To my future self
Cuz social anxiety
I thought couldn’t be helped
When there’s seven billion people
In a world I don’t understand
Please no more I’ll never try again